happy 19th birthday chez...still missing you.

(HALLOWEEN 2002)

yeah.... i have myspace. -----> http://profiles.myspace.com/users/7282627

dont know if i'll use it much...but hey...it prevents me from being completely bored. hehe.

anyways...need to write about the dream i had last night. it was really weird. cuz honestly...i havent been thinking about chez and makana very much. dont get me wrong...i still miss them and i do think about them...just not all the time like before. but back to the dream...last night i dreamed that chez came back and we threw like a party in a hotel for him. everyone was all chillin and having a great time. but by the end of the dream, we knew that he had to go back to heaven and i started to cry and tried to go with him. but then i woke up and had to go to work. the dream was bothering me all day until i got home and had a weird feeling to look at the program from his funeral. and when i did, the strange part is that his birthday is in exactly one week from now. september 14th. weird coincidence yeah? i dunno, i just thought it was strange. well...gotta get ready go to out. hehe. take care. laters.

damn it feels good to be a gangsta!